I feel called to serve God. I know God works in many mysterious ways.
In the bible, it remarks about how God “hardened the heart” of Pharaoh.
Yet it is obvious that the biblical account illustrates God’s majesty through the actions of Pharaoh - if Pharaoh’s heart had not been made “hard”, God would not have been glorified as much.
Most people that believe in hell would believe that Pharaoh probably went to hell.
I feel called to serve God. I realize that God might choose to have me serve in a capacity similar to that of Pharaoh. If God chooses to send me, his servant, to hell, that’s his perogative - who am I to argue?
And why would I want to? I only desire that the will of God be done.
So, talk of “heaven”/”hell”/”salvation”/etc… means little to me.
I only care about knowing the will of God, and doing it.
Ah, but what is the will of God? That’s for the next post.